Today was awesome because:
1. I went for a massage and it was fan-flippin'-tastic.
2. When I got home, Jeff had just put Carter into bed for the night. Normally, our routine is that Jeff does the bath (usually with me hanging out with the boys in the bathroom). Then Jeff and I get Carter ready for bed together - pj's, teeth brushing, etc.. The final part, though, is usually mine: I read him books and give him good bedtime cuddles and actually put him to bed. Jeff said that at the end of the books, Carter kept saying "Mum? Mum?" It kills me, both in a good and bad way, when he asks or looks for me. I know he's fine, but it breaks my heart a little when he asks for me and I'm not there. On the other hand, it melts my heart to know that he misses his Mama. I know he doesn't understand what love is yet, but when he does stuff like that, it makes me feel loved.
3.I got a ton of laundry put away today. I know this shouldn't be a positive, but I have to count it as a win because, sometimes, people, just getting the damned laundry done counts as a victory!
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