It's Saturday. That means that tomorrow Jeff will be on his way to Atlanta for the whole week. I am dreading him being gone. It's ridiculous, even, how much I miss him when he's gone. With him, I often still feel like a girl with a crush on a guy -- and I love that about our marriage -- but it makes him leaving harder. I always say that he enhances every single part of my life, and our home just isn't the same without his presence in it. But, him leaving does mean that I get the king size bed to myself sans his snoring and this does make me excited, if I'm being really honest.
So today.
I was tired today. I couldn't fall asleep last night so I was up until 1:30 a.m. Then I woke up at 6:20 to pee and couldn't get back to sleep. I did end up getting another maybe 45 minutes in there because Jeff got up with Gray at 7:30 and let me sleep for another hour. But I just felt tired, and short, and kind of blah today. All I really wanted to do all day was sleep and laze around in bed. Turns out that two kids don't allow for that kind of slothfulness.
Here are the highlights from my day:
1. Waking up with the cat pressed right up against my body. He's such a cuddler. He's either sleeping half on me or RIGHT next to me and I love it.
2. Going for a pedicure with a girlfriend. It was nice to finish sentences during conversation instead of getting cut off by kids over and over. And now I have pretty feet. Well, only sort of. I've got that whole crooked toe thing that I've shared on Instagram before.
3. Taking the kids to the free-time swim this evening. They had such a good time and were such good little boys.
Anxiety win for the day:
I've said this one before, but it's a hard one for me and I held myself back from doing it today, so on the list it goes! Gray crapped himself (who hasn't though, amirite?!) and Jeff changed him. I wanted very badly to ask "how" that poop was, but I didn't. And, what do ya know, there would have been nothing to worry about anyway, because he was fine all day. #winning
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