I think it's funny that just yesterday I posted about how happy I am with how these "3 good things" posts are going -- especially that I haven't felt that I have been having to pull them out of myself. And now, today, I just have zero desire to write a post or to list anything good. Not because I had a bad day; I had quite a good day, I just feel an utter lack of bliss currently.
I worked today from 9 - 5:30 and I didn't take a break. It was an exceptionally productive day at work, which is good thing #1, but it didn't leave any room for pleasantness, particularly, or joy.
Because I got home just after 6:00 and was exhausted from the lack of downtime today, I felt pretty spent. I ate supper and sat on the couch while I watched my sweet boys play. I think the lack of interaction with them is a bit of a downer, but I was just too tired. I don't know how Jeff does those long days all week.
I also just felt extra anxious today, for no particular reason. All day, too.
Anyway, let's move on, shall we.
2. Jeff stayed home with the boys while I worked today. There is something nice about knowing my boys are at home with their dad. And I'm happy they got to spend some time alone with him after he was gone for the entirety of last week.
3. I am now going to lay in bed and play word games on my phone until I fall asleep. Lame, but good times :-)
Anxiety Win:
Jeff took the boys shopping today while I was at work. He mentioned that he gave them both fruit snack treats for in the car on the way home. I really wanted to ask if he had them in a shopping cart and, if he did, if he washed their hands before giving them treats. I'm going to guess that, yes, he used a cart, and no, he didn't wash their hands. And this bugs me. A lot. But I didn't ask. #effingwinning
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